Galaxy

If you really look at the people in front of you… you’ll notice something that you didn’t see before. You’ll notice that in that person’s eyes there is a whole world inside of them. Almost like a galaxy right behind their eyes.

It’s easy to see the wonder in a baby’s eyes, because those little crazies will stare right into your soul and in that moment, you know. There’s a pause because the wonder of that little baby is so infinite. It exists beyond so much more than that moment itself. You can stare and you can see. It’s in every adult too.

It’s in all of us. When you really look, you can see. See the galaxy in them.

There’s a galaxy in you too. I think once you realize the vastness of not only just the human body, but the human mind, and then to even try and grasp the vastness of spirit is far too grand for words to express. Once you start to though, to see the wonder in every breath, in every movement, feel the gravity of every word, you’ll start to see the intention of everything all around you.

You’ll start to see the galaxy.

Imagine a place where every single thing you imagine can be real?

Guess what? That’s the truth! Your mind can imagine ANYTHING! Where you allow your mind to settle determines what you think and feel. That is your experience. You determine your experience constantly, every moment. Every negative emotion is your choice. Every positive thought is a choice too. It may not seem like it always, but that’s only because we see ourselves as these small, little beings. And physically, that may be true.

Infinitely true though, is spirit, is what is living inside of us. If we could see the vastness of us beings in every single moment, we wouldn’t get lost in another negative thought, because we’d know how much has been put into every single moment in front of us. We couldn’t get lost in thought, because we’d see how important, how every action, every word mattered so very much. There are two ways to live in this world.

One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” ― Albert Einstein

First Day of Spring – What Will You Let Live?

Welcome into the new season! What are you going to let live and die this season?

This is the first article I am writing based upon a Google Trend Search. Just being honest with you out the gate.

The first day of Spring… It means flowers are coming out. The sun is staying here longer. Days are longer. Life is just moving on forward. Out of the supposed darkness of winter, we enter a time of more light. For any religious folks, we are coming up to Easter. The rising of Jesus. The rebirth of a death.

What does Spring mean for us though?

Waiting for the words to spill out from the universe through me and onto this post. Let’s say spring is a time of reveal. Of new blossoms and the death of the old. I’d gather that each season has it’s perfection to it. Spring, like each other change of season represents something new. It represents something changing.

So, I’ll ask myself today – what do I want to let live in my life and what do I want to let die? What parts of me or that which is around me is no longer breathing life into me? That would be what I can let go of. What parts of me nourish me so much and make me feel so alive and perfect? That is which I can nourish even more.

Now, what I am saying is taking a true inventory of yourself and accepting everything exactly as it is – then deciding what can be watered and what can be trimmed.

If you watch the life of a plant, you’ll see that leaves come and leaves go. They live and they die. The roots grow in a pot so dense that the plant needs a new, bigger pot to grow. You, too are a growing and thriving person who deserves to let old leaves fall and new ones come in. You deserve a bigger pot, sometimes!

You’re a perfect, spiritual person and you need to water yourself in all the ways you can. Now, I listened to Oprah do an interview for Soul Sunday and she interviews an incredible woman that says you will know you’re on the right path when you are no longer betraying yourself. When you don’t do or participate in anything that makes you feel that you are betraying yourself. Whether that be a person, a job, a friendship, anything really that makes you feel that you are betraying yourself.

No one can be there for you but you! So be there for you! Like in the video, there is no greater hurt than that of betraying yourself.

When you are on the right path, you’ll know! So keep seeking wise person! Let your leaves come and let them go! Believe in yourself, because why not? You are capable! You’re made up of stars – didn’t you know?

the veil

The veil is turning
It’s coming undone
In front of my face
Everything I had thought
That I planned
And sorted out carefully
It’s lifting
I can see again
Not sure if these lens
Or the others
Are the right ones to wear today
But it’s lifting
And I am returning
To everything
To every part of myself
The abandoned
The lost
And the wicked
The beautiful
The sacred
Forbidden
I’m waking up again
To life
Unfolding
And trust in that
In life
I am the current
And the wave that shakes the boat
I am the rain
And sky
And sun and moon
I am the jerk right in front of you
The angel saving the homeless woman
The anger explosion
The good
And the bad
I am that
And everything in between
I am lost and I am sick
I am sweet and I am juicy
I am love
And I am hate
I am the beggar
I am the rich
The married
And the unfit
I am only this
And all in between
Love is all that I see
Because absolutely
Nothing
And everything
Belongs to me

magic

Somewhere down the line
We forgot
We forgot our magic powers
We are starting to see again
That thing, that fate that lives within me
We are starting to recognize
That anything we wish
Can indeed come true
We can make anything happen
The true and wonderful and blue
Everything you wish
It can come true
The veil it’s lifting
We are seeing
In the moments
The moments where we exist
In this place
We see
Our power
We fly
With the birds in the sky
We wish upon a star
Then see the star is in us
And we can grant any wish
We are the sky
See
Look
Pray
Now

passion

You should understand now
That I am as passionate about leaving
As I am about staying

I am not sure what you want from me
It sure seems like you want me
But you won’t tell me what I want to hear
Am I just letting myself get walked all over

Where did all that pride go?
I let it float by somewhere in the past
Let it go by
Because it couldn’t last

And now I come to you prideless
With my heart in my hands
Offering it up to you

I wish you could tell me you feel it too
Tell me
Maybe you have in your own way
But your own way is so slow

Compared to my fire that I bring to your door step
I’d like to stay here with you
But these tears won’t stop coming
Since I don’t feel you right here

Tell me I’m the one
That’s what I need to hear
Or I could walk right back to where I came from
I might take that heart right back
If you don’t have the capacity
To take care of it

Please don’t give it back though
Please take care of it
And love me the way I know you can…

boys and girls

Dear boy,

You were taught that you’d die without a woman

To take care of you

Good boy

Hold everything inside

Until you are ready to burst

Burst from all the anger inside

Don’t let your weakness show

Because you’re a man

And men don’t show their weakness

Be strong

Stay silent sweet boy

Even though chasing all those dollar bills

Makes you want to break down and cry

You were taught that the money that you make

Is your value in the world

Put your head up boy

And follow your heart

You don’t need anyone to hold your hand

And you don’t need to chase that paper

Do what you love

And the one who is yours will find you

And love you for you

Not for all that money in your bank account

And speak up when it hurts

You deserve it, boy

To share your every hurt and fear and emotion inside

You’re everything

Bright as the stars in the sky

Don’t forget to live with your heart in this life

Dear girl,

Once upon a time

You were taught that a man would complete your life

You were taught to stay quiet

And meek and humble

And be a good girl

Don’t express those loud angry opinions

Stay silent

And be a good girl

Listen to mom and listen to daddy

Get good grades

Don’t ask for more than you have

Be grateful and kind

Respectful and earnest

Humble and sweet and carry all the burdens

If your husband is lazy

And he doesn’t treat you kind

At least you’re not single

Alone for the ride

You have kids and kids to take care of

They’ll give you meaning

Oh beautiful girl

You’re more than you’ve been seeing

You exist as more than life itself

You are the divine

Meant to stand loud proud and high

Demand what you deserve

Don’t lower your voice

Because the one for you

Would never ask that of you

life itself

Life and goals

Stars and dreams

I have all these things

That I’ve wanted 

More than anything

Yet

When did I start craving

Success and ambition

Before life itself

When I was young I knew

Knew how to love and forgive

To hug and touch and live

I knew how to live life

Without thinking so much

About what I am supposed to do

Or how I am supposed to look

And let people go that made me cry 

That girl that bullied me in school

And took away my Disney book

When my older best friend stood up for me

And told her to give it back to me

I didn’t try and be her friend, that girl

Didn’t let her hurt me over and over again

But our mind it plays tricks

As kids, there was no bullshit

We just did

We could say goodbye

Or tell someone to please

Please stay forever

And move right on through

I could be happy

Because every day was an adventure

And every day

It was enough

Saying how we felt

And meaning what we said

With no regret

help

We all need help

Don’t we

Do I like someone

Am I scared of this or that

Is he the one

Do you hate your job

Just look it up

Google it

And you’ll get the answer

The answer is in

The tarot cards

The astrology reading

It’s in the way the moon

Is positioned

It is somewhere else

Outside of you

Somewhere far away

It is not however, exactly where you are in this moment

It is not in the unraveling

Of life itself

But the for sure

100% answer is in the internet

Or maybe in that new guy you met

So we search

And we search

And we find some satisfactory information

But we never find

That thing we are looking for

So we keep looking

And hope that in some place

Some book will tell us it’s okay

Maybe I can look him up

That boy from long ago

And that will fix me somehow!

The emptiness

The craving

The fear

To just be

Whoever we are

And feel whatever we feel

But, oh what if in the looking

We’re actually keeping ourselves from finding

The message in the hiding

The beauty in the silence

Or a new distraction! Oooooh!

That thing you find that strings you along

The rabbit hole

Outside of yourself

Maybe

The only place

That is real at all

Is everything in front of me

Is every single thought

Emotion and pain that courses through my body


Maybe

There’s no answer

Baby

And maybe


I just need to be okay with that

JUNGLE

Jungle
The funny thing is
That the jungle
It’s louder than the cities


The birds and bugs and trees
They sing in gentle harmony
It’s loud and definitely not silent


Whereas in the city
I can hear the concrete pouring
Faintly
The bird buzzing
Moments ago
Mostly still right now here though


The sound of computer blaring
There’s a car and a voice
Was that a faint laughter?
Snoring


The jungle though
It’s louder than the city
It never sleeps


To say then
That humans too
In these big grand cities
With phone calls and music
And banging too


We are the same as the jungle
Dancing to a different tune
As I blast my reggae music
I join the dance
Moving to the sun and moon 🌙

high

High
It’s hard to go that high
Because then you can come down
And hit the floor
And it feels like everything
Because
You were flying
With the birds in the sky
To hit the ground
With your face first
Yet
If you didn’t fly high
You wouldn’t hit the ground
And if you never left
You would have never flown
And known the taste of freedom
Of pure
Relentless joy
So the pain
The aftermath
Is worth every fall
Every tear
Because
That joy was so grand
So let us feel
Feel it so deep down
And do it all over again
Así es la vida
For
This is life…